Naughty Girls Need Love Too

have you ever had a love so great that every once and a while out of the blue you wake up thinking of him? mine is joey gelly. joe if you're out there come find me. now, when i say love so great i mean in a 12 year old capacity. teenage girl love is more intense than any other emotion i have ever experienced. i was absolutely infatuated with him. there wasn't a moment in my self absorbed pre teen existance that didn't involve a thought of him. i used to sit and stare at him across the classroom. he was the bad boy. always in trouble. tight jeans. bandana on his head. we once kissed through three whole samantha fox songs in a friends basement. did he love me you ask? why i doubt that very much. or if he did, he also loved most of my friends. i certainly can't say that he treated me very well....but then when you're 12 you don't really care. you're just happy that someone's kissing you. and i miss him. the last story i heard had him living somewhere in british columbia. he still wasn't particularly well behaved. and so i wonder about him.....where did he end up? the majority of my friends and the crowd i used to hang out with aren't living such glamorous lives. most of them have had drug addictions. many have illegitimate children. i don't think any of them are married. i don't know how i escaped that life, but am thankful every day that i pulled myself out of that particular downward spiral. so is that the kind of life that he is living now? daddy to a couple of kids here and there? maybe even in jail? hmm. or. is he bigger, stronger, and badder as my fantasy life likes to believe...oh yeah. little joey all grown up...i wouldn't mind if he still chose to wear those tight jeans though. some things just don't need to change! joey. darling. if you're listening.....will you marry me?